hais so long since i've been using the computer .rahs family problems again .hate this thing so much .but my relationship with ju and arshu improved .stil far but yeah .left charmain lim only .maybe its natural to have stead and forget bout ur frens in some way or another .nobody can balanced the too .i tried but it doesnt work .he was like a orange in a black crowd .the crowd wont stop staring and my heart wont stop thinkin .but nvm .thanks heidi .haha though family dun want me i tink i stil have frens, do i? i just hope i dun get make use,it sucks like crap .